punkfugginfawk

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Not really using this blog much anymore. If you have not added me on facebook do so via androidmunzer@hotmail.com
Its the only thing I have been communicating regularly through for a while.
My favorite coffee mug deserves its own

This is my song today.........

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPaGEV1MBh8

It's too cool
To get something done
Too many things move fast
I can't quite get a grip at last
And all the stars don't shine
And all the stars don't shine
And all the walls fall down
And all the fish get drowned

Here it comes
Can't you hear the sound of it
Just like a big brass drum
And some cunts always scratching it
Just like a voice is pain
Just like the taste is pain
I wish that I could fly
You have to learn to fly


She's singing to herself
As she's singing in herself
And she walk right up to you
As she walk all over you

Don't turn off
I don't expect, I just accept
I'm happy in my box
You got to see the box upstairs

And the sun don't shine
And all the stars don't shine
And all the walls fall down
And all the fish get drowned

She's singing to herself
As she's singing in herself
And she walk right up to you
As she walk all over you
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punkfugginfawk

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Shane if you are reading this....

I've just been notified that you have been released from jail. I know what you did to get in there again. Do not contact myself or Isaiah. We will call the police. Visitations are not an option.

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Happiest Mom In The World!

First Rites

Today I was sewing on the couch. Hansel came up to me and insisted on helping. Whats impressive about this is that he turned off a video game to come over and sew with me! One thing lead to another and before long Hansel was sewing his first patch ever. He picked it out himself .... a red and black pentacle, one that was given to me by a traveling companion long before Hansel was born and which has been on many adventures and traded through many hands.
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I'm just a little proud :D:D:D:D:D
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    Anarchasticats - All Popes Are Bastards
Gazing

Drops of Time

What's that dripping?
Blood? Water? Wine?
The sound never gives away the identity of the dripper....
But I tend to think I am hearing time, drops of moments slipping by.
Falling into the ground, into the earth, adding a small inperceivable layer to the ancient body.
An anonymous author has just dripped
And I heard that little miracle
I heard the dive and the splash
And the silence when it passed
That moment was written on the living and the dead and the yet to be born
Do we give thanks?
Do we join that ancient body in the ancient dance?
I look down through the floor, through the next floor
I look all the way to the dusty make-up face on the ancient body
I see the smile of that mother
And feel thankful that I had this moment
Thankful I heard the dripping
Life always feels like it's fast forwarding to more bullshit
But this was a slow, peaceful moment
A drop of life

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I'm really struggling with my weight. I can't seem to get back into regular eating patterns or eat well enough to get proper nutrition. The food disgusts me and I have to force myself to eat while nauseated by the smell and taste of it. I don't know what weight I'm at now but I'm afraid to know. I saw my reflection in the mirror today and I looked sick. I makes me feel sick too; weak and tired and empty.

I can't smoke pot; I'm alergic to it. My antinausea pills only help a little. I try drinking ensure and eating small light snacks. I am frustrated that this is continuing after I have made so much progress. I might have to find a nutritional specialist to help me before I start looking like a holocaust victim.

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Magikal Mirror

Liar Liar Liar Liar!

This morning I called the department at work that handles my disability and they told me the doctor still had not contacted them. I called her right away and this time I did not act polite or patient. It's a real stretch for me to bring the barking dog out in my personality because my job and my child both have me in the habbit of handling confrontation patiently.... if I'm pushed far enough I can be a bitch. She flat out told me this morning she just doesn't want to make time to deal with this and has other things to do. I took the opportunity to help her shove her foot in her mouth after she said that. After I was done with her she immediately called my disability department and fixed her mistake.

Funny thing.... When I was nice and patient with her and bit my tongue she was a lazy manipulative cunt and when I became loud and forceful she suddenly had all her ducks in a row. I hate people like that. It's like they hate nice people and want to make everyone mean and bitter.

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    XIII Stoleti - vampire Voodoo
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