I'm really struggling with my weight. I can't seem to get back into regular eating patterns or eat well enough to get proper nutrition. The food disgusts me and I have to force myself to eat while nauseated by the smell and taste of it. I don't know what weight I'm at now but I'm afraid to know. I saw my reflection in the mirror today and I looked sick. I makes me feel sick too; weak and tired and empty.
I can't smoke pot; I'm alergic to it. My antinausea pills only help a little. I try drinking ensure and eating small light snacks. I am frustrated that this is continuing after I have made so much progress. I might have to find a nutritional specialist to help me before I start looking like a holocaust victim.
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